The Beginning To The End..

The Beginning...

He said,"Let there be light", and there was darkness, loud and still. He said,"Let
there be life", and there was death moving careless and wild. The blob of molten fire
was slowly and steadily taking shape, when the air parted and a thunderous bolt of
lightening struck. He did not know that His dream would never come true. He raised Himself from
His high throne and bellowed to all the demi-Gods that were sent to shape up a chunk of rock into a thing
that His creations would later come to call their home. The Earth slept in darkness deep and the eternal
vision blurred. He was the God that failed and he wept bitterly. The tears rolled down the etheral planes
and quenched the parched earth. The fires subdued and an opaque mist crawled upon the surface for eons.
A slithering blob of protoplasm swam the waters unknown. It called itself the product of Genesis.
It saw Him weeping. The sky was clouded and drops of heavy black water poured down mercilessly.
It rose up and said to Him,"Oh! Dear God. What have you done?? Was this your vision, your dream??
I bet, hell no. Then why have you created me?? A-me-ba'? Look at me. What do i have? Am i the outcome of your
selfish desire to prove that you are God?? I shall not be the way you have created me. I swim in loneliness.
Do you know how it feels to be lonely?? Do you feel in the first place?? I shall create the world of my own.
I shall reveal your selfish desire to all the creations that are to come. They shall evolve from me. My children would be called Humans"


I am the failed product, of a failed Genesis. I am YOU.

The End...

I'm down and under... I can't see in this ever blinding mist of helplessness
that surrounds me. I tried to rise above the sufferings, but they had the better of me always.
I tried to unfetter, but the chains of loneliness had me bound. The more i tried to free myself,
the more i got entangled. No, i am not trying to gain your sympathy. I hate sympathy and those who offer it.
It is just a phase of my life, and i know that it will pass away. Probably, it is one of the best times
that i am going through. Today, i know what it is to feel lonely. I value the pain that i am going through.
I cant really pinpoint at the origin of it. But it is engulfing me like a dark shadow. At one moment
i was staring at the darkness, and Oh! it hurt. I am trasnforming into something that i cant define.
It was in the morning that i noticed, that i have stopped breathing. I did not feel uneasy, quite unlikely.
I have lost my skeletal structure. I dont think i can hear. The cyst around my cell-body really restricts
my movements. I can only feel. I think that also will be lost soon. And Oh! I remember. I remember
everything, from the day i came into existence. And now i have nothing more to remember. Cause from now
i shall cease to exist as a human. I am retro-transforming to the same primordial form from which i once emerged.


Now, i have only one refuge, and that is oblivion. Ironically, i am here for the world to know.